been thinking about the first time i heard northern downpour... it was close enough to night that the light as kind of getting all golden and i was on a long car ride to a concert.. serendipitous. i felt like i was flying. awesome how music does that to you. i just put it on repeat. kind of wish i was a musician or could carry a tune whatsoever... want to induce that in someone but i dont know how... » Continue Reading
sorry i havent been active ive been experiencing the horrors :((( want to have conversations and such but just been pretty burnt out. that said im going to a school dance tonight with no method of escape besides my parents who will not be picking me up for at least three hours. if you're religious can you send me some good vibes or prayers or whatever bc this could go very badly. i've been thinkin... » Continue Reading
three things: 1. i wish i remembered my dreams better. or like, could write them down, bc they're really weird and i don't know how to describe them and i forget them later. 2. i wish i was better at writing poems so i could write one about it 3. mild chance i'm a prophet or a tortured visionary or innately logical or something i didn't think i was previously and i hope i learn something new about... » Continue Reading
i think i really need to figure out the microblog on my site but just coming on here to say i love glitter nail polish ^_^ u need to try glitter nail polish. u will surely not regret. glitter nail polish » Continue Reading
it'd be awesome if there was a restaurant reviewer that catered specifically to people with sensory issues, or specifically ARFID. i mean, i'm not going to do it, because i figure being a food reviewer must be pretty tiring and also i have other things to do. but it'd be neat. i was thinking about how to organize it, esp because a lot of people have different safe foods even if theres some commona... » Continue Reading
i kind of completely forgot that i have spacehey but this place is really really cool and i need ot remember to post on here more often lol. i also have a website that i should link to. uh, its always a work in progress but thats ok. today is my birthday! also my parents got me TICKETS TO MCR??????????? FOR CHRISTMAS???????? so. thats fucking AWESOME oh my god. fhusofhbkuskbrefkeejbk. going with m... » Continue Reading
music: how i get myself killed - indigo de souza mood: ?? GOD LOVES ME AND I WILL NEVER DIE! SIXTH AND THIRD PERIOD ARE OPTIONAL! SCHOOL IS A BUILDING AND NOTHING MORE! WALKING ALONE LATE AT NIGHT IS SAFE! EVERYONE ON THE BUS IS ADMIRING HOW CALM AND THOUGHTFUL (NOT TO MENTION EMPATHETIC) YOU ARE WHEN TALKING TO YOUR FRIEND OVER THE PHONE: NO ONE IS THINKING "CAN SHE TALK HER FRIEND DOWN FROM A FR... » Continue Reading
music: house of wolves - mcr mood: HSDFKDSFJHGSHKSGD WELL THAT WAS A WEEKEND. ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE GROUP SCREAMING. so mcr didn't announce a breakup, they didn't announce a tour or a new album or play any new song, they just faithfully played the black parade and some big hits on the encore and then fucked off the stage. honestly, kudos, but also HELLO. right now im feeling like: » Continue Reading
music: shoulder to the wheel - saves the day mood: 🙁+😑 today sucked. however, i listened to deftones for the first time and i can safely say im going to really love this band. thats always slightly reassuring (that whatever is wrong with me can be effectively distracted by a nice tune.) the album i listened to was around the fur- man, do i love that there's a 37 min » Continue Reading
music: wrong way - sublime mood: despondent edit jan 1 2025: sorry for this btw. i have no clue what got into me. Every so often i remember that one clip where Spencer jokes that Pete and Ryan almost hooked up and Ryan goes (sounding very exhausted and not like he's joking at all) yeah maybe we did in another se » Continue Reading
current music: calm before the storm (eowyg version) - fall out boy current mood: hopeful? idk if i'm really going to post on here, but i'd love to- it's just- (don't laugh) my firefox updated and now i can't find my bookmarks bar. im serious, it's like the burning of the library of Ale » Continue Reading