Still alive
Category: Blogging
Surprise surprise, I'm still around. Crazy, right? Imagine that. Alive isn't a word people usually use to describe me, but it's all I've got right now. » Continue Reading
I need something I've never felt before
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Category: Blogging
Surprise surprise, I'm still around. Crazy, right? Imagine that. Alive isn't a word people usually use to describe me, but it's all I've got right now. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Surprise surprise, I'm still around. Crazy, right? Imagine that. Alive isn't a word people usually use to describe me, but it's all I've got right now. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Usually I delete stuff out of embarrassment after I make it. I guess I figured the site was so dead that nobody would actually see me "screaming at the fucking wall" as I so eloquently put it. But hey, sometimes that's how it goes. Someone heard me. Such a crazy fucking thought, yknow? Someone like me. What's the point of listening? People do stuff without a point all the time, though » Continue Reading
Category: Life
All fucking night. Awake. Watching anime like a fuckin NEET loser. Can't let myself enjoy anything because I know I don't deserve any happiness because of what I am and what I like. Everyone things that and most people say it too. So every time I start to feel some happiness I have to beat the shit out of myself so I go back to being how I deserve, fucking miserable. I don't want to live like this... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Literally the title. I randomly remembered this existed and I honestly have nowhere better to spend my time. Even on the internet, there's not a place for me. Guess that's just me bitching. I tend to do that. Like, I complain about all this shit but nobody actually gives a damn about me so I'm just screaming at the fucking wall like it'll do anything for me. But I'm fucking stuck with where I'm at... » Continue Reading