in my efforts to remain untraceable online for professional reasons, i realize that i've ceased to create at all... this saddens me i feel guilty when i'm not at least pretending to work (ex. "oh, lemme just watch these 2 youtube vids and then i'm back on it), so i think i just need to ban myself from cheap timewasting dopamine hits and recenter my free time to my generative hobbies. draw, paint,... » Continue Reading
IMMM SAD im sad im irritated and sad or miffed melancholy? despondent? really just from a bunch of little things from last night and today at work pastry got stolen from the mini-kitchen: not the first time and def not my coworkers because they don't eat that kind of pastry. most likely the custodian or the doorman either stole or tossed it. He's thrown away a whole box of ointment that we give ... » Continue Reading
I visited a shelter today and saw the cutest bunnies ;-; there was an adorable blue lop that just got surrendered last week she was so cute and so soft and had such a round fluffy head and lil ears and she got adopted literally within 1 hour of me leaving the center (I just went to scope things out; I don't have a bunny set-up yet at home because idek if I can adopt rn BUT STILLLL) » Continue Reading
went on a twitter doomscroll through an account and it brought out the body image-obsession again. not that im lamenting my body, just that my corporeal form and how to nourish it is at the forefront of my thoughts. i had serrano ham and mozzarella and green tea and some granola for breakfast » Continue Reading
omg this reminds me of old-school deviantart and howrse (my account got deleted because I neglected to log in after they instituted a 180-day limit ;-;) » Continue Reading