Hey everyone! It was my birthday exactly 2 days ago and I wanna run down some special moments! 1. I went to my first ever pole dancing class! #stripper alert! It was so fascinating. It was not easy, my respect to them honestly. I got to learn a lot in a single class. I plan on returning very soon. It has always been my strange calling so getting to do it awoke something in me fs. Even my sister's ... » Continue Reading
It was in the same spot where I went to go see Ashes At Last for the first time evaa which was cool. It was a whole load of bands, some I know of and some I don't. I got to two step to ma current fav band Dance of The Seventh Crow FINALLY! I can cross that off my list. Christmas was mad chill. I got OG juicy couture perfume and some necessities. More nail charmz and plushies galore!! i did a domo... » Continue Reading
It is no exaggeration when I say that my family is my biggest hater. Ik everybody's situations are different but my family history is not one to be proud of. I'm overthinking every situation and they make everything 10 times harder than it needs to be. They really don't know me or see me the way I see myself. Thats fine, but their perception of me hinders sm of my progress. They are so judgmental ... » Continue Reading
Another girl at a coffee shop I regularly go to asked me about my nails and naturally I told her I do nail art. Although I'm a beginner I have years worth of art school racked up. The drawing and painting skills never go away. I think I might've snagged myself another client. Hopefully she texts me soon asking for the type of design she wants so I can get my materials ready. This is my sign to ke... » Continue Reading
Halloween was chill I got to see some online friends who I haven't raved it with since July which is crazee. I missed them. I feel good in their presence n we all look out for each other :3 Aside from that I've been feeling down these past few days. I wonder if it's from my lack of business. I miss having a job and making consistent money. I wonder if I'll ever get another client for nails bc I ha... » Continue Reading
Hey world! I'm back with tons more to say. First off, yesterday I got to see DJ Flapjack again after months of not being as active in the rave scene. I won't lie I missed it a whole lot. Only my aim is to avoid certain ppl like the plague LMAO because I am not surrounding myself with drama. Not to say that the rave scene is bad because it isn't. I have a couple mutuals who I still have yet to meet... » Continue Reading
I'm back from the dead. My hiatus is far from over but i just thought i'd come on here to talk about how i have my first ever nail appointment. This is huge for me as I'm only used to doing nails on myself. i never thought ppl would ask for som. I have all the materials i need. i am excitey and nervyy at the same time. I will always be a creative so i mean all the skills i've accumulated over time... » Continue Reading
I'm literally sucha mall whore lool. I saw an old friend from hs recently AKA my pen pal. it was calm n refreshing to see a familiar face after the ending of a ton of shitty (dare i say shallow?) friendships. college is rlly hard. I've been making the most of my free time and am constantly assigning myself creative projects here n there. Still trying to figure out what my next steps are. Either wa... » Continue Reading
I'm in deep pain lol!!! it hurt wayy more than i expected :( Esp after the anesthesia wore off.. It has put a pause on my outings fs so i've been resting and rotting NOT OUT OF MY OWN FREE WILL. i love to be out and about so this kinda sux butt ngl. i did go to a concert before which is cool but i missed out on hearing Djmegan. i did run into ayesha erotica again tho lol. I made some friends there... » Continue Reading
I also completely forgot i went to a rave this weekend lol. I go to them so regularly now its insane. i'm v happi that i was able to be accompanied by such chill fun ppl. it can be rlly hard for me to find the courage to go to events alone. esp music related ones.. i get so shy for whatevr reason hehe I think bcz everyone is cool n i wanna talk to them all but sm be going on.. When i'm w friends t... » Continue Reading
So this past weekend has been interesting to say the least. it began with me hanging out w my fav auntie who moved out (she had been kicking it at my place for the meantime) so i called her up since i rlly missed her n we had a nice lil walk along the beach/boardwalk. I've made it an effort to explore the beach this summer without getting dirty (I hate sand lol) I also hit up a local screamo/hardc... » Continue Reading
long time no see.. I wanna start off by saying that my summer has been going exceptionally well. I've gone to the beach twice already which is a huge step for me ^.^ I hate long walks on the beach lol,, My longtime friend from hs n i have been penpalling and its been bringing sm joy to my daysz. I've also been babysitting so I've gathered up a good amount of cash to spend on items i've been meani... » Continue Reading