I pull at my organs, ripping them out one by one until I get too my heart. I tear my heart out and I hand it too you. You take it. You love and care for it, little do I know it’s fake. And then one day, after it all, you squeeze it. Blood pours out on you pale hands, splattering onto my wounded body. I lay on you, even though you pushed me so many times. I kiss your wounds instead of kissing mine.... » Continue Reading
We used to be best fucking friends and you threw all away because I misunderstood you??? Good forbid I do something you don’t like. It wasn’t even that fucking bad. I was overthinking. You know how I am. I feel like I’m going fucking crazy. I feel like I’m losing my mind. Where am I? Who are you? Why can’t I go back to normalcy? Am I stuck forever in this pit of forever hatred and nonsense? Can we... » Continue Reading
TW!!!: IMPLIED ABUSE, MANIPULATION, MENTIONS OF BLOOD/GORE, IF ANY IF THESE ARE POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING FOR YOU PLEASE LEAVE, IF YOU DONT WANT TOO, PROCEED WITH CAUTION. I look you in the eyes as you hold my beating heart in your hands, no remorse or shame in those cold circles of soul, or even beauty as some might think. There’s a hole on my chest, bleeding bright red, though I don’t remember you... » Continue Reading
I might be moving soon, that sucks. I feel like everything in life just, like, stopped being crazy and now I might be moving? That’s fucking stupid » Continue Reading