"antagonizing"
friggin epic yo
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Category: Life
"I know it's over, still I cling, I don't know where else I can go" I long for affection yet I run away when someone gives me the affection. I feel lonely even when surrounded by a crowd, even when with family. I long for that one's persons affection and attention though I know they won't return. I miss them with every fiber of my being. I am hallowed. Just a shell of a girl, a girl that I once ... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
life itself is absurd and its ok. I like Albert Camus because he usually used elements of absurdity. I'm too lazy to do my research right at the moment but I think I've read where he's said that life itself is absurd and we're the ones who have to determine whether it's worth living or not. I'm okay knowing my existence is basically worth nothing. As an atheist, knowing there's nothing beyond deat... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
perpetual state of sadness Thats what I would call it. I write this in a suburban house, two married parents, three siblings, all the things deemed to make me happy, yet I'm stuck in this loop of sadness and agony. will I ever feel the joy that I oh so long for again? I ask myself daily. I have lost any feeling of self this past year or so. Will I ever smile true fully again without the feeling o... » Continue Reading
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