"Elevating spiritually"
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im so glad I'm writing more recently. I don't have anyone to talk to, I wonder if anyone even reads these. I probably sound stupid. I didn't have to be at work long today. I came home and had a couple xans. I missed the feeling, I'm remembering how high my tolerance is. I missed this feeling. I feel like heaven, my cat doesn't want to lay with me. I get lonely living by myself, I guess that's why ... » Continue Reading
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I relapsed. I haven't been well, I'm barred out typing this. the voices are quiet when I'm like this, and I can actually see what I look like in the mirror. I spent hours in the mirror the other day, I think I really like how I look. Ive been sleeping alot which I guess is good since I hadn't, I don't have bags under my eyes now. I want to take more than a couple of days off work, I've been wantin... » Continue Reading
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bad night. sometimes I wonder if I spent the first chunk of my life feeling too many things to feel things now. when I try to make myself feel things it just doesn't happen. I try to force myself to like people. I'm used to doing things I'm not comfortable with. my second home. I catch myself pointing out everything wrong with them. I hate people who mess up. I hate people who make mistakes. I ha... » Continue Reading
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omg. I've slacked on writing. I've been so busy and exhausted. I write in my notes at work. I'm always at work now. I had bags under my eyes today. not cute. I took a long nap and im going to try to sleep early so they fully go away, they look a little better now. I've had a rough week. sometimes I forget the people around me are busy with their own lives. I get so lonely and to be completely hone... » Continue Reading
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I have this friend of mine, shes kinda all I have right now. I've had a rough couple of weeks. her birthday is coming up. my friend grew up in theater, I found this out recently. She loves the Broadway production wicked. hearing my friend talk about her love for theater makes my heart warm. I went to New York and saw a Broadway show with my evil grandmothers a few weeks ago.lets just say somehow t... » Continue Reading
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Today was long. I’m tired of jealous friends. They always find me. I have to either dim myself to make others around me comfortable or be alone right ? I hate it here. Growing up suppressing my personality from the people I lived with, having to do the same as an adult .. idk. I guess that’s why I write right ? Is it like this for everyone ? Maybe it’s the self hatred talking but I seriously don’t... » Continue Reading
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im tired today. work was fast. I work a lot. I just came back from New York. it was supposed to scratch an itch. I know feel like I'm covered in hives. I'm so tired.new York was pretty. no surprise. I need to get out of here. I'm so tired. I don't remember the last time I wasn't on auto pilot. I noticed maybe an hour ago. auto pilot is easy. I work. I try not to eat. I sleep. sometimes free time i... » Continue Reading
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