I just don't know how much of this i can take.. Its been the end of the rope for me for a few years I just haven't been able to grasp the subject.. but now things are different. it would be better for everyone if i was just gone.. a few tears (not many) would be shed but eventually people get over it and move on. If i continued i would eventually be a fading memory.. its no different if i were to ... » Continue Reading
im starting to feel like how im being treated is my fault.. i search for this SPECIFIC love that i can tolerate because im not used to when people "over-do" the love thing.. but im only running into people who are great... for OTHER people. is it me? am i just a black void on everyones lives? am i doomed to live an unhappy life? i love being by myself but.. i also go mad. » Continue Reading