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i keep thinking that life after high school is going to be awesome and so much fun but as more time passes it really is just seeming the other day. the thought of deciding the university i go to is adding to my insanely painful state of mind and i keep thinking about different pros and cons of different places. i think my parents will be really mad if i go somewhere that'll take more time but the ... » Continue Reading
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i missed a day but it was uneventful so its fine. im feeling dizzy all the time anf i got my period so im like cramping rly bad. to continue, i think my friends hate me. my girl friend group which is me and 6 other girls- i genuinly think none of them like me. i might elaborate on another day when i feel better. » Continue Reading
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i ate way more than i was supposed to, i was supposed to be fasting too. its ok, i threw out my ciggs today (i haven't smoked in about 106 days) and i sat with my friends while they ate cheese fries. i stood my ground and refused to and they didnt suspect anything. its getting easier and easier but i just feel so full and fat today for eating so much- i really need to cut down. » Continue Reading
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i think i have an eating disorder. i choose to ignore it. im on a strict dieting schedule and i avoid food at almost all costs. i hate eating and i hate chewing. its been a long time since i've monitered my caloric intake and as the days go by i feel it consume me more and more. there's no particular reason other than the fact that i kind of hate myself. my weekly calory plan looks a little like ... » Continue Reading
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