normally we hate to feel small and insignificant but for burke it was a certain pleasure or delight to feel that feeling. to feel like a speck of dust in the enourmous infinite horzions that is time that cosmic horror that was beholded to you , obliterated your sanity and your concept of the existence itself. the inneffable monster or "thing" far beyond your confines of understanding can somehow l... » Continue Reading
sometimes i dont want to exist the blend of the incredible pain and despair we suffer everyday and the beautiful experiences we live through are too much to bear do you want to exist in a world full of beauty? what about a world full of despair? we live in a world full of both i dont know what to feel anymore or to think does the despair outweigh the wonder? or vice versa. its all very confusing b... » Continue Reading