ive tried to make my love for you gentle, soft, caring, easy to digest. ive cut down things ive wanted to say, threats to other people, my disgusting form of love. but the truth is i want to breathe in your blood, i want to crawl into your skin, to cradle your heart in my hands, to feel every movement of yours. I want to admire you, i want to revolve my life around you, i want you to be mine, and ... » Continue Reading
i cant go back to school like this, everything feels dark again, god damn it it feels bad to really talk about it i wish i wasnt so sensitive i wish i could be strong i wish i could man up this is all so stupid im so mad at myself why am i so fucking stupid why cant i use my head for once momma was right i really am a nuisance » Continue Reading
does anybody else feel like absolute dead meat, that no matter how much people try 2 to make u feel ok it never is ok, u js get distracted.. when u rlly think about it life is sad ull marry some1 u probably dont even love ull never really be someones everything people move on and forget, u have as well no one will really understand ur thoughts or how u feel and every day is th same old cycle not... » Continue Reading
it hurts so badly i kind of want to go back should i theyd hate me they do hate me everything hurts i havent stoppwd crying i can barely see i feel exhuasted » Continue Reading
never thought id cry this much deleting an album i wish i never got close to them, then it wouldnt have hurt so much i dont think ill ever be the same again » Continue Reading
i feel like all of this will haunt me for the rest of my life i want to die soon everything hes ever told me is running through my head i want to throw up » Continue Reading
its done, everything is done now i didnt want to live life like this, but its pretty obvious at this point that none of them want anything to do with me anymore and id rather suffer for the rest of my life than be a burden on people i hope they can live happily i really did love them » Continue Reading