When i moved to this apartment almost three months ago, there was only one star in the sky. Closest to my apartment, always overlooking me when i went for a smoke in the cold lonely midnight. I learned that it's the polaris. So there it is, the brightest star in the sky, somehow being the only visible star whenever i look at the sky. Yesterday, a second one appeared. It is significantly dimmer an... » Continue Reading
Everybody, including me, has been getting sick lately. So instead of studying, i have just been resting and playing minecraft with some of my digital “friends“ on discord. I am SOOOOOO going to fail. Been thinking about ending myself a few times recently again. Shit has been pretty tough ever since that breakup with Ronnie, but i am doing much much better so i feel like i am not justified of fee... » Continue Reading
gonna use this sumbitch as a personal diary since i don't have friends here lol. So, i have one week to somehow learn everything i need to know for my school retrials. I think i'm gonna wing it, but there's still the possibility of horrible failure and god know what else. Been chronically online lately, shit makes me more distracted ever since the breakup since it doesn't make me think about wha... » Continue Reading