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12/17/24

Category: Life

12/17/24 ive been trying to find a new heart on eBay, i think they quit making those » Continue Reading

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12/9/24

Category: Life

12/9/24 lets join the ignorant party, lets dance around responsibility  lets have fun while i want to be let go, very funny.  lets join a dark circus only youre the freak show make us entertained, they say.  festivities of fun, more more more must feed the poor so they can feed the rich, i hope such reflects  sexpillspartysgirls  im not like those guys » Continue Reading

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12/8/24

Category: Life

12/8/24 hell of a time capsule, i wonder if i taste the same. wow almost a year, didnt mean a thing. much to my dismay.  while youre wanting the riches im wanting closure, i hope it seeps and i hope it burns.  fun while it lasted she says.  a delusion.  i dare you to say im the same, dont you even try it. alive friends, dead friends, all the same to me.  fuckitiquit » Continue Reading

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11/26/24

Category: Life

11/26/24 youre never fully awake, picture by picture, dream by dream, its all a fairy tale. a magical one where you save them all in a heroic act only, it isnt. this is a constant nightmare, a terror you cant shake because there is no running, no forfeit, you are here, or are you? is living in constant confusion like a slumber? its impossible. when your legs get too shaky and youre almost suddenly... » Continue Reading

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11/25/24

Category: Life

11/25/24 chapped lip exchanges saving our last breath for each other empty eye contact, meaningless the scent of embarrassment, pathetic im standing under the ceiling fan, so much for fresh air » Continue Reading

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11/2/24

Category: Life

11/ 1/ 24   im standing under the sky with my head in my hands thinking about just how miserable the whole ordeal was. any idea why i have this dilemma? me neither. i wallow with it. the floors creak from above me as i bathe in the chill » Continue Reading

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10/27/24

Category: Life

10/27/24 a constant agony washes over me as i type these dreadful experiences, give me a break. it feels out of body, like im taking a backseat to the world i once controlled with such delicacy. it keeps spinning and im still here left to rot iwantout » Continue Reading

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10/22/24

Category: Life

10/22/24 under a microscope, theyre observant. when you catch a glimpse of the world not yours the cells decay into the shape it is not to be. paper like skin and unforeseeable choices, it fell apart and waves of truth started thrashing me now i cant help but float in it  getmeoutofhere » Continue Reading

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10/21/24

Category: Life

10/ 21/ 24   I have mixed feelings. things have been weird recently. very weird. it almost is surreal how moving feels like stop motion and things are slipping out of my grasp so quickly. im experiencing melancholy i think. its hard to tell whats making movement slow down and whats preventing me from being able to profess said emotions  iam » Continue Reading

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