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"love didn't ruin me. hope did. "

the kind that begged, ''maybe this time''

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finally made my own personal website (pics inside)

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

it's looking like this so far, im using nekowebs my plan is to finally have a space in where i can keep track of the stuff i make, with navegation links as neatly organized categories: (handmade stuff » Continue Reading

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subject

Category: Writing and Poetry

climbing you like a ladder, gripping your hands, soft flesh i can't get this feathery warmth from anything else addicting bliss, the healthy kind no addictive thing has ever been good for me but this is the rare exception i can drown in it and it repairs me » Continue Reading

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open heart surgery

Category: Writing and Poetry

grabbing as much as my arms can, sinking my face in it, inhaling deep and filling my lungs, desperate. then it's enough and i stop hesitantly, because no it's not enough but i have to hide it quickly, burying it and leaving no trace, not wanting to be seen indulging the thing i most reject, ironically being my most basic need what would happen to me if i allowed self-indulgence? grabbing as m » Continue Reading

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variable x

Category: Writing and Poetry

we can share our existence will you come? tomorrow i'm impatient i just know the sunrise would feel crispier if i felt your essence  this place is for you, vacant i'll be here, waiting reach for me » Continue Reading

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reminder

Category: Writing and Poetry

left-behind genesis and my essence, confused i find myself stunned,  a complex maze pulling me in outside, sun and greens, i shall not forget; things are simple body { background-image: url("https://files.catbox.moe/7530g9.jpg"); } .col.right .content { color:#3E373B } .inner b { color: #3E373B; } nav .top { b » Continue Reading

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exposure therapy

Category: Writing and Poetry

''exposure therapy'' oil painting i did back in 2023 or so. it's about how i was feeling at that time about a certain situation. this unpleasant feeling in your gut after seeing stuff you didn't want to, or even the paranoia of that happening again. feeling uneasy about finding out something that'd just harm you even more, something that'd force you to see the reality of it, things wo » Continue Reading

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