the feeling of longing to experinece everything. to learn about about every art form and piece of history and every type of love and relationship to see and do everything. the feeling of mourning knowing that its not possible. the feeling of jelousy not for a specific person but for what could be done if there was just more time. » Continue Reading
here are some random journal entries from my first year at university with absolutely no context;) 09/12/2022 I feel that my beauty is limited. that one day I will wake up and be ugly again. That the same universe that made me pretty will decide I don't deserve it anymore . I spend my days obsessing over my looks. How I can style my hair to look the best, how I can do my makeup to get the most com... » Continue Reading