"on school break yay"
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Category: Life
I'm actually losing it, I need to stop getting my hopes up. Every now and then me and my father will get along, whether or not it's just for a short moment it makes me think maybe things will be different. In the end I'm always left feeling like an idiot. Hating my father brings me shame, ever since I was little I've adored him and sought his approval desperately. I don't even know where to begin ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I’m often clueless to my current state of mind, every now and then I am able to pick up on others perception of me. When in thought of the hatred for humanity in my possession I see how faulty oneself can be at times. I’ve often found myself bothered by those who act like nothing is wrong, those who I’d see outside living as if they weren’t even conscious in the first place. As I have pondered abo... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
how do you find happiness within drawing? I hate drawing but I still want to keep doing it until I've made something that I can feel proud about, I can't help but try to draw what I think people online would want to see and not what I myself would like to draw, i don't even now what I like to draw anymore, what my favorite color is? every answer comes down to what I think other people would prefer... » Continue Reading
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