I'm such an awkward girl with the clumsiness I suddenly carried out of the blue today. The story goes when I went outside to eat alone, I took some pictures of myself at first (people stared urgh) because I feel cute then I acted stupid. I just feel embarrassed when people notice small (ridiculous) things about me blah blah blah then I just laugh at them awkwardly. Why do I even write about this, ... » Continue Reading
Have you ever felt like people around you are moving on with their own life and you're just there... standing still, nothing's new. If my life was a movie, I bet you won't last that long because of how boring it is. Don't get me wrong, I love who I am but whatever makes me who I am feels like ordinary... Like my surroundings... W » Continue Reading
Everything is so much nicer when it's night time. I can hear my thoughts clearly without the sound of my family fighting over the small things. It is peaceful, there's no drama. As much as I want to wake up with the peak of sunlight outside the window, I just know it's time of being with these people again which is tiring. At least when I'm alone I can find myself at ease. » Continue Reading