i dream of jumping off the building. woken up by the intense flurry of emotions. my whole body aches and i cannot do anything about it. im starting to accept where my life's going. but that doesn't mean i can fully commit. I am scared of dying yet dying gives me hope. how ironic is that. » Continue Reading
i went and saw a therapist... they had told me to get out of internet, but when i imagined ill never see and talked to my friends again. i don't care what happens in real world. i like it here. talking to random people on the internet is much more comfortable than talking to someone in real life. and who cares abt them anymore, i liked it here. id rather lose my social skills than lose my friends ... » Continue Reading