im talking to this person and i used to really like them like, like them like them. but then i started to get the ick if you get my drift. they started like saying stuff like "i wish i was with you so we could cuddle" or just randomly out of the blue saying "i want to hug you rn". ive made it very clear to this person that i dont want a relationship but they keep flirting with me and making it obv... » Continue Reading
life has just been so hard recently. i really thought i was getting better but i guess that was my body just lying to me because i feel like shit again. like if i didn't wake up one day that it would be okay. its literally the hardest feeling of not wanting to be alive but also scared of dying fr » Continue Reading
its been so long since my last blog post so i'll put some updates in this one i started college a couple weeks ago and honestly already want to drop out tbh im so stressed and we've barely even started stuff yet i switched a couple of my classes to online so i don't have the stress of having to walk to classes and sit in classrooms and stuff but i'm still pretty stressed about it. also have to li... » Continue Reading
today was so fun i stayed over at a friends house last night and i saw another one of my friends i haven't seen in a while. she lives hours away so we all finally got to hang out. after i came home i took the fattest nap ever. the covers were on the floor and i woke up wondering where i was. 10/10 nap, would reccomend to everyone. » Continue Reading
today was so chill some family from texas came down today so we went over and hung out with them for a couple hours. tomorrow we're all going down to the beach so im super excited :DD i havent packed yet so i should probably do that now lol also i havent been on c.ai at all for the past two days so yay for me the cycle is broken » Continue Reading
yesterday my friend came to sleepover and i had so much fun!! we watched scream and no way home. we also watched some of the snapcube fandubs :DD after i took them home this morning i basically just sat around all day on tiktok and youtube (so eventful i know) anways it was a pretty good day 10/10 » Continue Reading
i saw across the spiderverse the other day and now its the only thing i can think about... It was literally a masterpiece of cinema and im obsessed!!! » Continue Reading
This is my first blog post here!!! I’ve been on for about a month now and was too scared to post but everyone I’ve seen is so nice :)) Anyways hello!! » Continue Reading