i don't get it. i do everything i can to get liked around here and i get fucking nothing. i buy people things, give them my stuff, but eventually i always end up getting ignored. i will always be an outsider. i will never fucking be liked no matter how much i try. i just want to talk to someone but i can't talk to anyone and im so tired im just so tired. god im so lonely who needs friends anyway i... » Continue Reading
her face after i shook the teaser toy at her XD she seems very... perplexed (=^γ§^=) doctor ace loves to hold her hehe... she's so tinyyyy!!!~β‘ (Π€ωΠ€) » Continue Reading
i forgot to take my meds again and the hat man has been staring at me through m.y window for the past thirtyyminutes..... fujck ( οΌΠοΌοΌ) » Continue Reading
so i wear a half-mask almost all the time to cover up a face injury and.. other reasons (weird, i know (γ´Π⊂)) and it looks like phantom of the opera but kind of.. not? here ill try to draw what it looks like (sorry for the bad quality, i did it on my phone...) qοΎ(οΎ´Πο½οΎ)οΎο½‘ and often whenever » Continue Reading
i finally came up with a name for the kitty (γοΌΎωοΌΎ) im going to name her midnight!! it also matches with me bc dusk.. midnight..!! she's so pretty ( β§∀β¦)γ here she is staring at me after i brought her into my room hehe~ the doctor wouldn't stop gushing over how tiny she was!! β‘ this post is 4 midnight... luv u boo hehe οΎ.+:q∩(γ»ωγ»)∩οΎ.+:q » Continue Reading
today me and my doctor were out in the ggarden and we were picking some flowers for the pot and he was so cute with his apron on and sleeves rolled up but siren ruined ruined ruined it . whenever he shows up Doctor always pays more attention to him then me and i hate it. he even gave HIM roses over ME . im so upset i could start crying even if its small i just want to yell. why can’t i be his favo... » Continue Reading
no one in this place ever understands me. they always stare at me like they think im a fucking freak and i guess that i am because im always treated like one. they all think i should fucking die . well maybe i will and then itll be all their fault when i fucking kill myself » Continue Reading