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when you are/looking

Category: Writing and Poetry

I look and un-look, because I've been looking In your skin, and eyes and you have noticed How I saw you behind your eyelids. I can't look. Dissect my senses so that you won't be bothered So that I don't end up getting conscious And try to swim with you In the sea of thought, my thoughts That drowns your hair and hands Because I hate to have seen you like that,  I hate to have you like that To shat... » Continue Reading

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Dreams in buzzed-lights cities.

Category: Writing and Poetry

Hope and desire, I wish you had unearthed me From a grave of musk  Where the dead has sullen eternally And had strike me like a fish  From the deafening sea. Obliteration of stars Has set my eyes on fire Burning the iris As it saw the impurities Amongst the angst of passion To persist,  Control  And therefore wallow.  Before it seeped in my veins Blood » Continue Reading

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Same old feeling, ingrained, staining.

Category: Writing and Poetry

White whispers pucks in the back of my eyes as they seemingly see me.  I already feel stomped and yet I'm still overflowed with cards that says "Nobody."  I only breathe my self yet a breath of me  suffocates theirs. The lingering eyes stares blank between my skin rotating a shiver.   I feel police tapes surround as if I'm a still-flesh lying around  wandering in thoughtless speak.  » Continue Reading

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Age

Category: Writing and Poetry

What struck of consolations Have been the prominent psychedelics Of pile flaming pour-outs And guilt-gurgles, conceived? Long periods of its stillness Grits over the white aching teeth Hardly enough, I'd pull out, Thudding asphyxiations beneath.  I hate the distasting prejudice Like a metal tasted tongue Hawking over me like an eagle As if blood drips over my sullen hands. Clowns stated metamorpho... » Continue Reading

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Swallow the foams

Category: Writing and Poetry

My heart stops And I only see flares But why? Why must I see these? I'd trade innocence for ego Because I feel my skin getting sharp I never have felt this good Nor I loved it How does one have impenetrability? I'd love to get one To jump in the sea prideful Thalassic I might even be.  Hollow my self Out for days, and light has gone down Hello says the ashes And Hi I said I haste to follow you » Continue Reading

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Blue

Category: Writing and Poetry

My sunken ship   Fell within blues It fell asleep   Under the bearing waves.  The loathing stars saw    How pitiful must it » Continue Reading

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migraine (TW)

Category: Writing and Poetry

The nerve aching, The loose pulsating, Loath my heart, Deep in the woods, Deep beneath.  Write with my blood Because I don't think I want it. I hate my jitter, Engrave my flesh in red, And red and red and purple.  I lost, I can't do Fork my eyes Fork my trembling hands Spoon my will Eat my skin. Shame on me, Shame! I ask too much, I complain r » Continue Reading

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Plastic Souvenirs

Category: Writing and Poetry

I came back with souvenirs, I bagged, carried them. Why was it that I bought the red bears? Is it that I wanted them, Or they wanted me? Was it my fault they broke suddenly? I haven't touched nor tried to break them. They started to lose their hair, And their color.  I couldn't touch. Once had their place, but it withered.  Coping, I tried to eat the fallen hair, And I tried to » Continue Reading

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a coffee for a Saturday afternoon

Category: Writing and Poetry

Stick it out inside of me Keep it outside of my body.  I am a fake pearl, I dont deserve your gold, you're gold. Step on my star dusts, Because you are the sun and I'm only a mere little star. My heat is obnoxious, And you are a sea of flames. If I'm only going to suffocate, Might as well be air.  Might be a sea foam, And no pain will you feel again. I had scabbed ev » Continue Reading

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burger ingredients

Category: Writing and Poetry

One must have large amounts beef to make a burger patty. A beef so thick it sputs out in laughter. Two buns are desired of course. They are there to muffle out every-things.  Cheese, one cheese. Those yellow cheese stained with the brown grill marks, it melts. Now for a favorite, vegetables. Sprung greens drowned in oil, musty and greasy, it slips out. To make a burger, a focused bliss, it needs F... » Continue Reading

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Create

Category: Writing and Poetry

Greens covered with the yellow sparks, Was swallowed by the rave of bright.  The shining embellishment it brought to the leaves Has stained growth and burden. The blues  had been consumed » Continue Reading

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