My pretty eyes begging you to sit down Eat out You say your heart's not in it I tell you "neither is mine" And then I hold out my hand and tell you give me a kiss And don't get upset Not yet I haven't even gotten to the best part You're fucking with a beast, baby » Continue Reading
One thing you don't know about me is, I'm in love. With a guy, who's in love with a girl who isn't me, that whole headache. Or heartache. Before you start thinking badly about him or me, we're doing exactly what you think. On occasion, and only over facetime. He lives like 5 hours away from me and I'm trying to save money to see him. He's willing to pay part of my expenses, I think. But he broke ... » Continue Reading
A steady aim/ Up so high I can't feel the pain The bullet flows from your fingertips So effortlessly like a thousand times before/ You wreck my brain for an answer It's never like you swore Am I a little less to you? Can I open my chest a little more? You hold me for a moment/ And I can see the sky A supermagic takes hold, and I am healed again I can crack me open, fill » Continue Reading
Let's preface this by saying that it is *very* punk rock to cry. My ex came over today and not only did he d emand that we naked cuddle, he proceeded to take off his clothes even after I said no. You might think that's where I finally realized that I was nothing but a piece of ass to him; you'd be wrong. He was allowed to stay in my room past that, and after some unspeakable things happened --like... » Continue Reading
Merlot Paisano It doesn't matter the kind, I'm not as picky about my wine as I am my cigarettes The pain of losing you still stings And my hands still shake Shimmering before me, a smile So familiar my heart breaks again » Continue Reading
The bitch of living has me by the throat again, lads! My grandad has cancer and I am not dealing with it well. Thank God he's still alive, my grandma needs him and she's a mess without him. I just feel like hell opened up at my feet four years ago and I've been inching ever backwards ever since trying not to fall in. » Continue Reading