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socializing is tough

Category: Life

i dunno if anyone is reading these but hi again. its really hard to be so social but im trying my best and i think its going well(: » Continue Reading

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hi

Category: Life

so i feel like i've lost the last two or three years of my life which is like a super depressing way to start off any profile lol but really, like pandemic happened and im up in a different country and all my friends move away and its like okay great): so i just doubled down into studies and stuff and i kinda just forgot a lot about how to be me. like writing down all of this stuff was actually ki... » Continue Reading

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this week feels fast and slow

Category: Life

like literally at the same time. so much happened but also i keep feeling like im just missing things like so many memories that i should have but i just dont know if im letting them imprint in the right way or who even knows. im so fucking sad ahaha oh well^^ » Continue Reading

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i am getting kinda really overwhelmed and it is all getting to be a lot ): sometimes i wish my brain could be a bit more relaxed and quiet .-. aaaaaaaa): » Continue Reading

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post concert sadness

Category: Life

do any of you get that? like after you see a killer show and youre like surrounded by so many people who all like what you do.. then youre just back in your normal life and its like i had this amazing time where i just felt so free and accepted. but now no one else around me feels that way and i just have to keep going back to normal and stuff. im just sitting here watching concert videos and just... » Continue Reading

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:s

Category: Life

helo today was kinda weird my cousin and his family came to my house and it was like super awkward cus i havent seen them in like ten years. but it got a bit better through the day. we were talking about bands and stuff and like talking about old memories from growing up together. i guess he used to run around with the guys from thrice and scary kids scaring kids which is so wild to think of like ... » Continue Reading

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:c

Category: Life

my grandparents are here and all my grandfather does is talk about health issues and dying its so sad. im not really close with my family at all or anything but it was like.. he told me basically a summary of his life and then was like "and then i die i guess" and it was just so blunt and sad. he also thought i was my brother for like an hour but we dont even look alike.-. ahh my like entire famil... » Continue Reading

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