Saw a new psychiatrist yesterday, was able to be as honest and authentic as I could be. Good news is, I'm consistent. First appointment allegedly showed signs of a mood disorder and OCD. Today's my first day on my new medication. I'm giving it 4 weeks. Good luck to me, we shall see, hopefully » Continue Reading
I should. Hide under a rock and be directly communicated with when I am to be summoned. Like an earth worm. I feel like. Being the type to naturally prefer to keep to themselves can be. Off putting to some. And I understand, I don't blame them. But it's hard to explain to people, "Okay you want to be friends? Just know I won't show much interest unless you need something from me, just know I won't... » Continue Reading
I wrote this really, really awesome first entry for getting back into writing; very true to what I was feeling and I DELETED THE TABL AND IT"S GONE and that is fine. The moment happened and I typed that and experienced those string of words + thought align into clarity and sight and so here I am just I guess leaning into that emotion now... » Continue Reading