hey gangy it's been a while :3 life has been really good this year. i've been hanging out with my friends and i overall feel much happier compared to last year. sure, i still have my depressive episodes sometimes but the energy this year has just felt different. » Continue Reading
school has been over for a lil bit now. i'm a sophomore in college now, which is beyond goofy. ngl, i'm still kinda thinking abt those old friends? yk, the main reason i felt so at home is bc i felt like i can talk abt all the weird stuff that i was into and not feel annoying or strange at all: we all shared the same sense of humor and the convergence of things that we liked were very intertwined.... » Continue Reading
Last time I used this site, I was still friends with the person who introduced me to it. I'm no longer though, and that fucked me up mentally for a solid three months. Occasionally, I still think about them but I've been trying my best to acknowledge that what I did was wrong, and they'll never come back. To make a long story short, I realize that people have their own valid emotions and things t... » Continue Reading
It's 9:38 am as I'm writing this, and my class started about 10 minutes ago. I work on campus now, and while it's way better than my job off campus, it's still doesn't give me a whole lot of time to myself and my own devices. I'm really not in the best space mentally either, to be honest with you. So, taking some time away to work on a few assignments at my own pace, with nobody but myself sounds ... » Continue Reading