trigger warning Theres a feeling i cant quite grasp. this need to find something of passion and hold it close. its been since friday that youve been gone. i wasnt close to you but ive seen most people who were, the ones you've wronged, stayed and the ones you've left. your family. ive seen your life in snippets, in different phases. i know how beaten down this world gets you. i cant help but hav... » Continue Reading
its been one year since i was last online. i wasn't planning to come back for a long while but here i am. im going to start a sort of online diary, in a way to reconcile who i was these years ago and who i am now, to acknowledge myself in some way, to feed something that ive associated with someone else. i think its common yet strange how teenhood and your early 20s transition, you get more borin... » Continue Reading