idk if its cuz im about to start my period or im hungry but ive been feeling kinda....lonely??sad??funky i guess lol lately. i dont know how to place the feeling but its not happiness feeling or content feeling. I feel kinda alone like idk, im feeling dislikeable again. i really hate feeling this way like imposter syndrome/anxiety. That all my friends are friends with me out of pity or that being ... » Continue Reading
sorry i havent been active in a bit, things have been pretty boring lately, days blending together yknow. i started playing league again. i downloaded it not to long ago, played one game and then didnt touch it for months after lmao. But i recently started playing at least one game here and there cuz its kinda fun, i usually like to watch one of my usual YouTubers that plays league to like get ins... » Continue Reading
bruh i have such a crush on this guy who i used to go to high school with and like i told myself i was gonna get over him cuz im pretty sure he likes jshlatt and dream and i really dont support those ppl. but he's soooooo cute, this is like the longest and biggest crush i have ever had on anybody which is so weird. But i have a friend who is friends with him so there is a possibility where we all ... » Continue Reading
ok so my weezer cd came in today im so happy!! i started listening to them not to long ago and they sounded really good, i didnt know they were a 90s band so thats cool. i really like the vibes of the music if that makes any sense lol. i feel like when i talk about music i sound really ditsy but im the kind of person who really hates elitism with music i think its superrr stupid so i just listen ... » Continue Reading
sometimes i think im very forgettable as a person, or that im not very interesting. i only have two friends that i barely talk to and when we do talk i feel like they spend most of the conversation wishing they were talking to someone else. Although that does come in handy when someone needs to vent to me, ive been told im a great listener lol. i just wish i could somehow make myself more likeable... » Continue Reading
blehhh im so bored. i started listening to weezer and they actually sound really good. like i remember ppl on tiktok kinda laughing at them (or with them idk) but like i actually listened to them a couple of days ago and i love them so far. ive been into just listening to random music lately and definitely some hit or misses » Continue Reading
i need to get a job i want money so bad, but like also im a spiritual bitch so like i gotta embody money energy (whatever that means). i wanna apply for jobs but that shit is scary as hell, but these last few days ive been feelin some typa way so im gonna keep up that energy and apply to some places part time and make some moneyyyyyy wish me good luck yall » Continue Reading