ughhh i hate how indecisive i am. i don't know what my favorite color is, i don't know what my favorite animal is, i don't know what my favorite movie is, i don't know what my favorite tv show is, i don't know. it is literally impossible for me to choose one thing. i hate how i don't even know myself and it makes me so mad. my peers always get mad at me when i say "i don't know" but what else am ... » Continue Reading
**this is just me ranting n talking about random stuff lol..** i'm going to another school and i'm so scared because it's bigger compared to my old school and i'm afraid i won't make any friends (due to my poor social skills and my shyness) and that i'll get lost. i'm also scared because now my parents will actually be able to see my grades on tests n stuff. my old school didn't give out too much ... » Continue Reading
i love you so so so much. i appreciate the things you do for me and i am grateful for you always being there for me. but i am deeply afraid of you and i feel guilty for being scared. every time you come home from work, my stomach drops and i am filled with anxiety. you're like a bomb. one little thing will set you off the rails and it scares me. » Continue Reading
it has been about maybe 2 years since we both parted ways yet i still think about you. i am filled with such sorrow and guilt for what i have done to you and i hate myself for it. i want to apologize but i know contacting you would make things worse. i don't even have the guts to do it because i know you're better off forgetting about me. i don't know why i victimized myself. » Continue Reading