blog #1

i'm going to another school and i'm so scared because it's bigger compared to my old school and i'm afraid i won't make any friends (due to my poor social skills and my shyness) and that i'll get lost. i'm also scared because now my parents will actually be able to see my grades on tests n stuff. my old school didn't give out too much homework but i think i'll actually have to do a lot more work this year. 

i keep stressing myself out by watching a bunch of tv shows and movies all at once and it's slowly killing me on the inside. i know i'm being dramatic but ohmygod it just makes me so angry and stressed and auuughhhh i don't know why i keep doing this to myself lol.

last couple of weeks have been good. no arguments or anything between my mom and i. unless you include the time i went to the beach and my mom got mad at me since i didn't wanna get in the water lol...  i've been enjoying myself this summer, although i've just been staying at home doing nothing productive. 

i definitely haven't been eating well. i've only been eating snacks and not real food, which is why i miss school. while i was still in school, i'd actually have a chance to eat lunch n stuff. but during the summer i have no motivation to do anything whatsoever so i just eat a bunch of junk. thank god i have a fast metabolism but i need to stop the laziness.. 

during the school year, i hope to find some friends who have the same interests as me, (DC, marvel, etc.) i love the friends i have now, but it'd definitely be nice to find new people, especially ones that like the things i like!!