It's honestly so depressing that I hate talking to my mother. Every conversation we have is filled with snide comments and passive aggressive jokes. There's something wrong with everything I do. No matter how perfect I try to be, there will still be SOMETHING that I could've done better. It affects her whole mood for the rest of the day. I hate talking to her when she's like this. I hate being aro... » Continue Reading
my math teacher wanted to add another class to our timetable but there were no free slots available besides monday, which we already had a class on. I now have 45 min lunch break at 9:45am?? then I have 6 uninterrupted hours of school. 4 hours and 30 minutes of those just being math because I also take advanced math. I have never wanted to flunk out more than right nowwww what is thisss bullshit » Continue Reading
there are people i have been so extremely close with that i will probably never speak to again. i do hope they think about this too. im surrounded daily by people ive known for less than a year. while those ive known since pre covid i haven’t seen in over a year. maybe im stuck in the past, but i cant help imagine how wonderfully different my life would be if i hadn’t made the few decisions i did. » Continue Reading