Its getting too loud. These thoughts in my head tell my im not good enough but others say different.. but do they meant it. What if they walk away and say something else. People dont understand. Im not a pick me. I just dont know how to take a stupid compliment and say thank you. You dont get it when i look at myself in the mirror and hate the way i look so i change it. I do my hair. dye it. put i... » Continue Reading
I love watching the sunset. I feel as no one else is on the planet but me. My loneliness grows like the weeping williow trees in the purple flower feild but since I've moved to the city I never see any of that anymore. I know no one in this dark, lonely city. Just me. All alone. I still watch the sunset now from the top of my apartment complex. 20 floors up. I feel the warm breeze blow my hair. I ... » Continue Reading