hopeless

Its getting too loud. These thoughts in my head tell my im not good enough but others say different.. but do they meant it. What if they walk away and say something else. People dont understand. Im not a pick me. I just dont know how to take a stupid compliment and say thank you. You dont get it when i look at myself in the mirror and hate the way i look so i change it. I do my hair. dye it. put it up. put it down. try something new. put some makeup on. maybe just a little less. a little more. im never satisfaied with the way i look. no matter what i do.. im hopeless.