TW: su1c1dal thoughts . . . . i want to kill myself, maybe i should. someday i will and no one will be able to stop me and i'd just be dead and happy. i think i would be dead and happy, unless reincarnation is real and i get born in the present time, that would actually suck because i'd have to kill myself again. :( » Continue Reading
TW: su1c1d@l thoughts . . . idk where else to post this because i don't wanna tell anyone in fear of spreading negative energy among my happy peers. however, i still wanna let this out because everything has felt so heavy and i feel like i can't function properly. i don't know why i'm still alive, no one in my family cares about me ever since my mom died. every waking day of my life has been "why... » Continue Reading