I've been drinking a bit so forgive my lack of making sense and any typos. I guess I've technically recovered from my agoraphobia. I found a job. I can go out. Talking to people is still hard but I'm getting better at it. For a while I felt fulfilled and happy. Then recently I started focusing on my living situation. I need to move ASAP. I need to learn to drive in order to move. And of that I'm t... » Continue Reading
I'm so angry and tired of being agoraphobic and depressed. Trapped in a prison of my own making. Medication did seem to be helping; I could almost see freedom. So optimistic I forgot I was born into a corporation masquerading as a developed nation that would take away my ability to afford this medication the second the clock struck midnight on my 26th birthday. The real sad part is how lucky I fee... » Continue Reading