purchase love as opalescence gild your heart to every presence� guilt your heart against fluorescence the incandescent hopeless glow you are stronger than senescence� beautiful and effervescent� beautiful and ever pleasant ever present as you go let this be your strange virescence tainted jury�s acquiescence� sacrifice your adolescence� to the essence of nouveau give away your phosphorescence� for... » Continue Reading
oh when i open my eyes the universe splinters; i am lost and have been, unfaithful to my sky, and i the sun bring collapse and collapse, i strip the world for love -- for love in dreams how it flickers and burns and on awakening, falls into shining mosaic place falling, darling, this world is made of love -- the only one i can live in dear echoing ecstasy, what sacrifice do you demand? you, shadow... » Continue Reading
I�ve been thinking about disintegration, lately, how peaceful it seems, how natural, fit to scald my unworthiness.� Every day a little bit of dying, a renewal, heavenly cycle � strange that something so divine could be so intransmutably earthly.� Decomposition, holy rot, what will my ancestors� make of my tortured frame? when we are reunited as dirt and lonely viscerae? Am I worthy of this life an... » Continue Reading
i bite my lip and taste the romance of blood like fire in my mouth. when i was born i choked on my own name, covered in moonlight and newness. this dark is the same as the first. every dark is the same as the first, fit together into a symphony that lasts a third of our lifetimes. it doesn�t matter. this dark is the same as the red of the name that i hold under my tongue,� covered, drowning. peace... » Continue Reading
you were something bright like headlights and i was roadkill, waiting a collision for eternity isn't romantic unless it stops time but you know me i set the walls up i turn the radio up i am coffee to your sunrise maybe unnecessary but we fit somehow true love doesn't happen once, it's only when you believe in it and i'm the last of the truly devoted i fall too fast i fall too hard like i always d... » Continue Reading
the fan in the corner is humming and humming and i'm dreaming of something that i've never had. wishing and writing and loving and loving and nothing is real except for the sound of a stranger laughing like summer never ends,� never ends,� outside of my window outside of the window of life that i've lived. i am so small and the world is so big and my life is the longest that i'll ever live so i'm ... » Continue Reading
life before me is a tapestry, a melody, whatever gentle metaphor you find at the bottom of the box, patched together in a hum of dizzy dreaming. sign off with a smile, captain, don't want to worry your crew. it's all for you anyways, or it will be someday. (that's what they all say.) somewhere in the tangled mess of color that is this wreck of an Earth people are falling in love, people are fallin... » Continue Reading
i think june is bleeding away like every month before her. what's beauty to a metaphor?� we find comfort in change. spring summer autumn winter, over and over and over. this Christmas things will be different, you think but you just want everything to stay the same in a different way. familiarity in static. and maybe life is built for monotony. everything is circular, right? everything cycles over... » Continue Reading