I think I'm just weak spirited or maybe is just the shadows talking, I just feel like every time I want to start something and get back on my stage I slip and fall back down on to the cold concrete floor. I feel like I can't do anything good for anyone or myself. I dont have a job. I cant drive, I'm not in college, and I just laze around because I just lost motivation to do anything productive. Ev... » Continue Reading
I have no idea what I'm doing, my past keeps flashing in my mind. I miss the past but I cant live in it, I need to push forward but how do I take that first step from these silver chains that I traped myself in. it's safe in this cell but I'm not happy, I long for that warmth, it's freezing here, I want to truly smile with all my heart, but I'm afraid of burning » Continue Reading