Dread is washing over me, my hands burning up when i lay down. I feel his skin grazing mine, his wrist intertwined with mine. A whisper, a hair in my eye. You hurt me with sin, the worst kind. Wrestle my sword when i chew on your bone, how nice. I haven't been able to sleep, a whisper, a tongue in my eye. Quiver and shiver, stutter and mutter the words out. Stop, i want no more. Sai... » Continue Reading
He looked up at the sky, hoping that it wouldn't betray him like the ground had. But just as his eyes softened to the sight of the blue cloudy horizon, the car turned, and so did the sky, betraying his eyes just like the ground. The soft sounds of wheels and engines rushing past the car, going the opposite dire » Continue Reading
I knew how he lived his life. I knew that he hurried away to a babysitting job after school on Wednsdays. I knew that he cooks his family dinner every Monday. I knew that he still falls asleep in the arms of his stuffed animals. I knew that he liked soccer. I knew that he liked Sleeping in class. I knew that he hated the weekends. I knew that he did his homework in the presence of his parents in t... » Continue Reading
What do I want? Maybe it's love, some hopeless romance that will fill my veins with everlasting thoughts of my new other. Maybe I want the life I'm living, the comfortable and calm life I long to have till death welcomes me. Do I want the horrible sieging depression that holds me down? The thoughts of suicide that won't ever leave me be, the loud ones and the silent ones? Maybe whatever it is that... » Continue Reading
I couldn't help but notice how pretty your amber eyes were, they were so beautiful and big. It reminds me of autumn, how the leaves fall to the ground from the trees. How the air turns colder, your eyes do too. They're cold, oh so cold, colder than autumn. But, How i love your eyes. Your sweet, sweet amber eyes. » Continue Reading
maybe i was in the wrong, maybe i said something that made you feel like you didn't matter. i should've talked to you, talked about your worries, your sadness. but all i did was push your feelings aside, i thought mine mattered more. in all honesty, they do, but not in the way i used to think. i was so used to loving myself that i had no room for you. it hurt you, i hurt you. 'could you love me a » Continue Reading
as quickly as the water destroys them, they never get back up again. so fragile and vulnerable, but yet so strong. emotions are conveyed as the sand hits your eye, dizzying your senses. falling atop the ditsy castle, breaking it to shambles, the poor sand castle is just like my heart, poor and unappealing. beating with stomps of your foot hitting the surface, water drips with your wet palms, holdi... » Continue Reading
ah, poor paper cut. light my way to freedom. ah, poor paper cut. set my gracious season. ah, poor paper cut. sound my worried bells. ah, poor paper cut. see what lighten tells ah, poor paper cut. taken to account. ah, poor paper cut. blood as damped as howls. ah, poor paper cut. chills are bent thy why. ah, poor paper cut. die the unconf » Continue Reading