Razor in hand Blood on the floor I don't want to do this Anymore Warmth flowing Down my arm I'm addicted To self harm Scars that grow Day by day If you ask I don't know what I'll say Tears rolling Down my cheek Against myself I am weak I love the blood I love the pain I guess it has to Be this way. » Continue Reading
They say I'm mature They say I'm smart But I just had to Play the part I had to grow up Way too fast My childhood Didn't last I wish I was happy I wish I was free But now my past Won't let me be I just want the pain To finally end I want to be A kid again. » Continue Reading
Everyone has someone They can trust But everyone leaves I know they must I'm all alone There's no one to talk In life Alone I walk I'm left behind Just a third wheel It doesn't matter How I feel Not a single Light in the dark This loneliness Will rip me apart. » Continue Reading
Little cub Oh so mad It makes her Oh so sad So angry All the time Acting sour As a lime A fire burning In her heart Thinking she was broken From the start When she's angry She throws a fit She will scream And punch and hit Little cub So sad For she no longer Wants to be mad. » Continue Reading
Beautiful girl At a mascaraed Has a mask Covering her face A girl in rags At a mascaraed Has a mask To cover her face The pretty girl Gets all the boys Collecting them Like souvenir toys The ugly girl No one bats an eye No one even Dares to say "Hi" Finally it's time To remove the mask But for one girl This was a » Continue Reading
My mask It covers my face So you can't see The tears escape My mask Won't let me show But that You will never know My mask I can never remove But yet It's hanging loose Hiding what's Inside of me I will never Let me free. » Continue Reading
Little bird In a cage Locked in With no escape The cage is so small With no wing space The key gone Without a trace By himself All alone This cage Is not his home One day He'll be set free But while he's here Himself he cannot be Someday He'll fly away And free He will stay. » Continue Reading
Crying over The hole in my chest Wishing I Could be the best I want to go home I don't want to be here But here I am stuck Trapped in my fear Hating myself For letting me come For over two months And then some I'm locked in a cage With the key thrown away I wake up alone Everyday Someday I will go home I will no longer » Continue Reading
I just missed one I shouldn't be sad But only missing one Is driving me mad I have to be perfect The very best I can't handle Being worse than the rest I beat myself up Over every fail Because it means I'm following his trail My grades must stay high This standard is what I live by How can I be As good as you? I just do » Continue Reading
Roses are red Violets are blue When I cut myself I bleed for you Loving you And hating me Oh, my love Don't you see? I'd give you My beating heart I knew you were special From the start And, my love I'm begging please No matter what Please don't leave Roses are red Blood is too Just know that I love you. » Continue Reading
My heart Ripped out of my chest But all I can do Is hope for the best You won't save me Or even help I must survive By myself I don't want to be here I want to go home But I've been left All alone You keep me here trapped Yet you still can't help me All I want Is to be free But here I stay locked Unable to escape This f » Continue Reading
I feel insane Wanting to cause others pain I reach out for help Just to be left by myself This anger boils inside of me Nothing can set me free Trapped within angers chains Dwelling on all my pains Hating myself Wishing I was someone else Not knowing what to do Wishing I was happy too I blame myself for every fault Wishing my pain would come to a halt Hating myself and hating my feelings » Continue Reading