Toko Fukawa

Toko Fukawa's profile picture

"Music.."

15 bodily.. please keep in mind when interacting...!

Last active:

Mood: Tired..


View my: Profile | Forum Topics

Report User

SpaceHey Blog URL:

https://blog.spacehey.com/toko_fukawa

Toko Fukawa's Blog Entries

[Subscribe to this Blog]

— 1 Kudos

Mama

Category: Writing and Poetry

Mama, hold me I'm so scared Mama, help me Why aren't you there? You always swore You'd help me But now that I need it You can't be seen Mama, save me I'm asking please I'm begging On my knees Mama, hold me I'm so scared Mama, help me Why aren't you there? » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Dark Grey Skies

Category: Writing and Poetry

Dark grey skies Stormy day Wishing the wind Would take me away Dark grey skies Rain pouring down Hoping maybe I will drown Dark grey skies Wondering why My mind is full of Ways to die Dark grey skies I enjoy he rain It helps me drown Out the pain Dark grey skies Clouds blocking the sun Which I haven't seen Since I » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Demon

Category: Writing and Poetry

Demon behind me I know you're there When you could be Anywhere "So why haunt me?" I ask myself "When you could haunt Anyone else?" You scratch me up The scorching pain And yet somehow I'm to blame It's not his fault I made him mad And I'm the problem Because of that I'm not enough I'm too much And so Pay I must » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Lost

Category: Writing and Poetry

I've lost myself I can't be found My soul has sunk Into the ground I go on An empty shell Nothing but A clump of sells My eyes are empty My heart is gone I lay in bed From dusk 'till dawn My tears are black My blood is too I just don't know What to do I think I am Going insane I feel nothing Not even pain » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

I Find

Category: Writing and Poetry

I find I have to act happy Even when I want to die I find I wear a smile Even when I want to cry I find I can't quite cry When I wish I could I find I want to cut myself When no one thinks I should I find I always try to hide My pain behind a grin I find I just want To tear apart my skin I find I'm always on edge Waiting on the bad I find I have more comf » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Bee (Feat. Natsuki)

Category: Writing and Poetry

Little bee Flying around Making a little Buzzing sound Flying by flowers Flying by trees Just being A happy bee Someone's hand Brushed its side The bee flew up And stung the guy Then it realized This'd cost its life It tried to escape With all it's might In its last moments It shed a tear Then finally The end was » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Kiya

Category: Writing and Poetry

You look like a butterfly Sting like a bee But your venom Only numbs me I used to cry Always in pain I felt like I was going insane Now I just let It roll off my back Now it's me You'll always lack Float like a butterfly Sting like a bee Now, finally I can be free. » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

— 2 Kudos

Foul Creature

Category: Writing and Poetry

I knew you were an angel And I was right But angels are foul creatures That harm all in sight You lie about me Then lie to my face You don't belong In any place You hurt me more Than you'll ever know But I will never Let it show You make me want To slit my throat To hang myself From a rope I want to slit My wrists and die » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

— 2 Kudos

Abuse

Category: Writing and Poetry

You can drive A knife through my heart You can break me Or tear me apart Beat me 'till I'm black and blue Make me feel Lower than you Make me cry Make me hurt Push me hard Into the dirt Make me wish I was dead Then lay with me In our bed Cut me open Make me bleed Make me cough And make me wheeze » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Wife (Feat. Chiaki)

Category: Writing and Poetry

If this is a dream I don't want to wake Loving you Was my best mistake I want to kiss you Soft and slow I never want To let you go I just want To hold you tight As we sleep Through the night Wake up with you For the rest of my life Please let me Be your wife. » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

The Monster In My Mind

Category: Writing and Poetry

I stare at him With fearful eyes He's bigger than me Five times my size He snarls at me I flinch and shake Then I remember What's at stake I'll lose people One by one I'll be alone For years to come I can't delay It's time to fight With the monster In my mind. » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry

Medusa

Category: Writing and Poetry

My life Is so unfair Just ask the snakes In my hair They turn to stone With just one look It always seems To leave me shook I'm ugly and horrid A vile beast When I smile it shows My razor sharp teeth I've been cursed With all this pain But it was he Who was to blame Athena, why Do you blame me? Now I can never Eve » Continue Reading

» View Blog Entry