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Burnt Out

Category: Writing and Poetry

Long ago I was top of the class I answered any question That was asked But then it happened It suddenly stopped I could only think of All that I lost I wasn't smart I wasn't the top I wasn't prepared For how far I dropped I was barely even Getting by I didn't Want to try The flame of a gift Beautiful without a doubt But » Continue Reading

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My OD 1

Category: Writing and Poetry

She cut her wrists Since twelve years old Trying to just Fit in her mold Slicing her skin Watching blood drip She loved the way The pain would nip She hated herself They hated her too Then she realized She had nothing to lose She decided To take some pills Until her heart Became still She took a pill Or two or three She finally stopped At fifteen Her mom » Continue Reading

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Castle Wall

Category: Writing and Poetry

There once was a girl In a castle tall Never allowed Outside the wall She know not of what Horrors await She knew not of what She'd have to escape Someone lead her Outside the wall Just to laugh And watch her fall She tried to get up But he pushed her down Pounding her Into the ground Hating herself But hating him more » Continue Reading

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What Goes On Behind My Back

Category: Writing and Poetry

No one likes me I know they don't I should ask them But I won't They talk about me When I can't hear And change the subject When I'm near They laugh at me Behind my back Any dirty Thing was tracked Hating myself Wanting to go This place never Felt like home. » Continue Reading

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Anxiety

Category: Writing and Poetry

They all hate me I know they do, That's okay It's nothing new But for some reason It still hurts me I can't ignore it It's all I see They all talk Behind my back That is A well known fact But it's only Once I go to bed That I realize It's in my head. » Continue Reading

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Paranoia

Category: Writing and Poetry

Everyone stares But no one cares They're laughing at me I can't breathe I feel their eyes I can't hide They talk behind my back About all the things I lack About all I am I don't understand What did I do? I wish I knew Then suddenly it all goes dead For it was all inside my head. » Continue Reading

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Not Good Enough

Category: Writing and Poetry

I feel like a failure In everything I do I feel like I've failed Myself and you I always seem To be in the wrong It's been that way For so long Everything's my fault It's all because of me How much I try to do it right You will never see I cannot get straight A's I cannot succeed You always expect more I cannot fill your greed Eyes » Continue Reading

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To Sarv (Feat. Junko/Satou)

Category: Writing and Poetry

At first we didn't get along Now I'm trying to be strong We were never the best of friends But I really didn't want it to end I hated myself for the longest time I'm trying hard to be fine I loved your and Astro's bond Though I was jealous for so long When I saw your "Goodbye" I sat there wondered why I could figure it out How could I have slept so sound? I loved how much you cared for him It mad » Continue Reading

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Suicide

Category: Writing and Poetry

Her feet were dangling above the floor She couldn't take it anymore With the rope around her neck She really did try her best While you went to bed All the thoughts swarmed her head She tried to fight and almost won But now the deed has been done You stormed her room, mad she was late Unaware of what would await You opened the door And dropped to the floor You opened the note And your heart broke » Continue Reading

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Mama

Category: Writing and Poetry

Mama, hold me I'm so scared Mama, help me Why aren't you there? You always swore You'd help me But now that I need it You can't be seen Mama, save me I'm asking please I'm begging On my knees Mama, hold me I'm so scared Mama, help me Why aren't you there? » Continue Reading

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Dark Grey Skies

Category: Writing and Poetry

Dark grey skies Stormy day Wishing the wind Would take me away Dark grey skies Rain pouring down Hoping maybe I will drown Dark grey skies Wondering why My mind is full of Ways to die Dark grey skies I enjoy he rain It helps me drown Out the pain Dark grey skies Clouds blocking the sun Which I haven't seen Since I » Continue Reading

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Demon

Category: Writing and Poetry

Demon behind me I know you're there When you could be Anywhere "So why haunt me?" I ask myself "When you could haunt Anyone else?" You scratch me up The scorching pain And yet somehow I'm to blame It's not his fault I made him mad And I'm the problem Because of that I'm not enough I'm too much And so Pay I must » Continue Reading

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