my room is my mind, full of foul errors. my bed is my heart, where passion erupts. my art is my soul, my creative affection. my mind fills with horrors, to which i pay no attention. i wonder if the voices shall stop, if only doth were enough. what are the things i see, yonder in thou direction? no i'm not an artist, » Continue Reading
behind the locked door, i was throwing up my guts. with myself i felt disgusted, laying on the floor. my anxiety was eating me alive, worsening more and more. i could never understand, what i had done to deserve this life. not all was miserable, though my body constantly ached. my mind was whirling, my spiraling thickened. » Continue Reading
on the surface, people are so alluring. deep down, nobody is what they seem. they fake every action, each emotion. complete psychopaths, with a complete lack of empathy. they are empty beings, as am i. spending all my days high, how I've learned to get by. never-ending pain, growing more and more der » Continue Reading
a long drive flooded by christian music; earbuds in, blasting my playlist. parents arguing, i can't hear it. a welcoming family, a 'loving' home. i don't belong here, i'm not alone. everyone's greeted with cooking, at me--nobody's ever really looking. my cousin's boyfriend doesn't breathe a word, his voice goes unheard. » Continue Reading
family members are like thin strings looped around dull thumbtacks. happiness overwhelms your senses, family make you defenseless. everyone looks so purposed, and i'm the one without. somehow it's my fault, that i'm the one who's pained. these people must be deranged, to think that i'm insane? they're what cause my suffering, constantly re » Continue Reading
i don't wanna hang, maybe some other day; she never thought from the ceiling. she didn't know what changed, she insisted, but his mind became deranged and twisted. his depression persisted, and finally she understood. they smiled as they tied the ropes, content with giving away their last hopes. her dreams were struggling, falling to the ground; » Continue Reading