i’ve been feeling empty for weeks now ig and it keeps getting worse. genuinely have no idea what to do but nothing feels real or meaningful anymore and i just keep engaging in toxic coping mechanisms to forget about it. im graduating this year but i have no motivation for anything and i dont even know why i have to graduate and then work and live my life. life is such a meaningless process » Continue Reading
im so sad and desperate when she ignores me and i can see that she texts another ppl rn but not me. i dont get it, why would u say that talking to me makes u feel better and then just. not talk to me? and it sickens me so much when i think of her finding a replacement for me that i wanna tear myself apart. i mean we have all those plans to move in together but what if she founds someone better and... » Continue Reading