April 30th 2025 just like that, in a blink of an eye april is a few hours away from being over, im scared to face my future because i know how I'll end up. BORING!!! i cant go to college n postponed my unavoidable doom of being an adult. its harsh ill live a meaningless life with nothing to look forward to, its not that big of a change comparing it to now but i always thought id be someone great ... » Continue Reading
April 26th 2025 i missed my "friend's" birthday, maybe they didn't celebrate it or maybe i just wasn't invited, either way i was busy with work. even if i was invited id probably muster up an excuse like i always do. i dont know if i can even call them a friend. ive known them for a while now but ive only communicated them through via text. havent even met them since 2022 and i think im afraid of ... » Continue Reading
February 24th 2025 placed 17th in my finals nobody really cares yearning to find someone who gets me like i get them. i see people being loved so much it makes me wana puke, im the worst met a stray cat on my way to sch » Continue Reading
February 17th, 2025 got so high a friend had to drive me home forgot to give them their keys so i just stood waiting in the sidewalk for 2 hours fried ash almost died of laughter » Continue Reading