5/19/2024 The Girl Who Killed Herself Should I be the girl that kills herself tonight Take all the pills in the cabinet, and throw up all night Look in the mirror, all I see Is the body I hate and wish I could flee I look at the ceiling, vomit on the walls I wish I was someone else, or not born at all I am dead inside, but still smile with glee Even when everybody leaves, or is uncommitted to me N... » Continue Reading
Some of my favorite songs are: Please Please Please Let me Get What I Want by The Smiths (also the Deftones cover) Bigmouth Strikes Again by The Smiths This Charming Man by The Smiths Suedehead by Morrissey Knife Prty by Deftones Why Can't I Be You by The Cure Open by The Cure Bite My Hip by Bauhaus Dark Entries by Bauhaus Love Will Tear Us Apart by Joy Division Disorder by Joy Division She's Lost... » Continue Reading
A poem I wrote in my journal: 1/7/2024 Who am I? I ask myself tonight Am I who I think? I ask myself at the sink Am I the facade I put up at school? Or am I a nobody? nothing but a fool Am I what I eat? Or is there more? Am I a piece of dust, ready to slip under the door? Can I make a difference in this world? Or should I do nothing, cry, and quarrel Should I have hope that people will be kind, o... » Continue Reading