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9/30/25 ive gone through like 11 different stages of emotions today um. so i dont know what to say about how my day was. started it off with a chemistry test first thing in the morning that i did not finish.. and then watching people do their presentations for an assignment i didnt do while recovering even though i told my friend/group member id do it.....curse my stupid brain. and the rest of th... » Continue Reading
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9/29/25 today SUCKED!!!!IT SUCKED!!!!!!!!! i was alone all day and i kind of forget i can not be left alone to my thoughts until im home alone from school . i get really sulky and emo but not in the cool brooding way In the cringey bedrotting Im Sooo Incelcoreeee kind of way. it really really sucked and i was just counting down the weirdly long minutes it took until i went to go pick up my broth... » Continue Reading
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9/28/25 i didnt do much of anything today.......i sat in my chair and napped all day -.- i watched charlie play foreskin forsaken and we played some flee the facility together. some of my cheek swelling has gone down i think..i havent had to use my ice pack all day ^_^ i still dont think i'll be at school tomorrow but i think im recovering. i was doing pretty well today but suddenly got hit » Continue Reading
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9/27/25 cheek still hurts...ice pack downstairs again........#killmenow ANYWAYS my mom drove us up the mountains todayyyy ^>^ its supposed to be the best weekend to see the fall colors and DAMN google was right it was SO orange up on the mountains....it was sooo freaking pretty, the trees were all orange and the bushes were red and the aspens were super bright yellow GAWD it was gorgeous .... we... » Continue Reading
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9/26/25 owww MY CHEEKS ARE SO SWOLLENNNNN the one that i bit the freaking stitch out of is super bruised and swollen up, especially in comparison to the other side...its awful........apparently the swelling is supposed to reach its worst on the day i have a CHEMISTRY TEST and then start to calm down...this is evil as all hell. it hurts so much......i miss my ice pack but its in the freezer downst... » Continue Reading
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9/25/25 ough theres so much blood in my mouth. ..hiiii my medicine is wearing off rn so the Teeth Pain is starting to kick my ass. i got my wisdom teeth out......yay....... i look like a hamster bruh. its EMBARRASSING and also i didnt even say anything funny while under anaesthesia so what was even the point. i..um. ripped part of the stitches in my cheek out less than 11 hours having them in ther... » Continue Reading
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9/24/25 IM ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP IM SO TIREDDDD hi i was up until 4 am yesterday playing cookie run UM. i really like the new update. i reaaally like charcoal cookie hes awesome. huuuuuurgh wisdom teeth out tomorrow.....im nervoussss not that its gonna hurt but i just want to be able to eat normally :( blegh.......at least i still have. a shit ton of soup . i think . im missing out on taking a chem... » Continue Reading
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9/22/25 The Dread. It Is Coming For Me. hiiiii i felt shittay again but i blame it on the period :p hhhhhmmmm i dont have much to say today......not too much interesting happened...... its the fall equinox today i think . im gonnna miss summer i know the seasonal depression is gonna hit me so hard........ IM SO sleepy i dont have words ......tjhe rapture is tomorrow or soemthing Please im done her... » Continue Reading
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9/21/25 holaaaa i did nothing today......... i felt really horrible most of the day and i didnt know why just for me to start my period again out of nowhere so. that explains the dread -_- this is like the 3rd time ive had a period even though im not supposed to have it at all and it suuuxxxxx. my parents have been so upset with each other and with me and my siblings for a long time and its just g... » Continue Reading
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9/20/25 IM SOOO TIIIIREDDDD hiiiiiii . the trip was alright ^_^ CERTAINLY NOT WORTH THE 11 HOUR DRIVE ROUND TRIP. we got..lost in the forest...........for several hours.....cuz the teacher walked us past the trail back on accident.............we saw petroglyphs though which was really cool :D (well. i saw them in pictures my dad took. because it was 7 pm and i was starving and dizzy i couldnt deal... » Continue Reading
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9/18/25 fell asleep b4 posting yesterday but its okay because not much really happened. uuurgh i gotta get up in 3 hours but i dont wanna sleeeppp... my camping trip for the native american history class is tomorrow so i wont be able to blog, but ive been missing a ton of days anyway recently. today was good! my mom woke up late so i missed my first period and half of my second period which pissed... » Continue Reading
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9/16/25 HYURHGHGHG i had 2 monsters today and the crash..is so bad rn............. today school sucked, we had this weird assembly where an author from nyc came to our school to talk about her book but apparently.. none of the teachers knew what the book was about...? it was about sexual assault and murder...????? and it actually triggered and sent my friend into flashbacks i felt SO bad and the a... » Continue Reading
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