7/9/25

7/9/25

hi oh my god i am soo so sorry for being gone for 2 days😭 ive been babysitting every day all day for the past 4 days i cant even lie its been really draining and i havent had the energy to blog.. ive been having to get up at 6 am and watch my sick brother until 6 pm its so so awful i can barely draw cuz i just have to follow this child around the entire day.. T_T ive felt pretty shitty the past couple days, i miss my friends really bad and my best friend isnt responding to me anymore :( ive just really wanted to play my games every night but i cant...urgh............ ive mentioned this briefly before im sure but recently i have been in the depths of dysphoria hell every night i just have to have my Stare at wall for 30 minutes and contemplate what im even doing  Because the dysphoria is so bad Moment. its so awuful . ive just been feeling shitty these few days im sorry this is just a complaining post basically. im going to bed so i cant think anymore. goodnight

today is day 403 no shinjiro and 375 no makoto