"i am in so much pain"
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2/9/26 sory missed a ppost again Im in so much pain holy fuck dude it hurts .hhuughhghhhh my body hurts so so much wWHHYYYY WWHYYYY WHYYYYY WHYYYUHHHHHH i cant do anything anymore without just being in so much pain the rest of the day T_T ok today some REALLY crazy things came out about 2 of my closest friends and its actually so infuriating i feel so fucking bad one of them is having their boyfr... » Continue Reading
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2/7/26 i dont feel like posting but i have no excuse for missing 2 days so i need to do it anyways -_- urghhh i was supposed to get a call from the cardiologist like 3 days ago and they Still Havent. AND MY DOCTOR DIDNT CALL IN MY FACKIGN ZOFRAN BRO I NEED THAT ZOFRAN WHYYYYY WWHYYYYYY IWANT IT PLZ T_T i want to be able to eat whyyyyyy TTT_TTT bryuh bruh bruh BRUH. ive felt so sick these past few... » Continue Reading
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2/5/26 i went to the doctor and he ..actually seemed concerned and he referred me to a cardiologist Again. because he did that last time and my dad never took me because he didnt believe him. also he doesnt believe me again and said theres nothing wrong but What fucking Evar. so im going to cardiologist eventually and then if nothing comes up from that im going to a pots specialist to see if that... » Continue Reading
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2/4/26 i cant remember anything that happened at school today i think i lowkey have dementia but I dont have time for that right now. halo iuuhhmmm Oh i made little almond cakes with bro in cooking class but tehy kind of fell apart so its just crumbs but it tastes good so it ok. i watched electric dreams with twin on vr!!! ARRGHHH AAARRRGHHH AIIIGUHHHH I . FORGOT WHY I BANNED MYSELF FROM WATCHING ... » Continue Reading
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2/3/26 i feel a little bit better today... i stayed home becausr The Pain is UNbearable and i slept most of the day . emmm i didntdo much at all today but yearn for my friends cuz i miss them a lot i cant go one day withuot seeing them ...i tweak........ i played a bit of vrchat with twin it was so funsies. anddd i watched some dick figures XD its really funny ive been watching it when i have noth... » Continue Reading
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2/2/26 fuc k fuck fuck fuck blogging hurts tonight i dont want to remember . something realy horrible happened yesterday with my friend and i feel so fucking bad im so fucking scared for them im realy fucking scared and worried and i cant d o anytihng ot help imsofuckign woried about them it hurts a lot . this is teh most scared ive been ins o long i forgot the weight you feel in your heart when y... » Continue Reading
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1/31/26 afraid afraid afraid afraid i worry for my friends none of them are okay one of my friends i am very scared for they arent well and i cant do anything to help im scared for them i love them a lot and it really hurts to see them so miserable i dont know waht to do im scared . my body hurt so much today ive been panting because its just so incredibly uncomfortable to do anything but lay or s... » Continue Reading
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1/30/26 sory i didnt post again i realy strugle to post now im Sorray. yesterday i went on a field trip with my school to see a film and it was really good and we actually had buses for once they actually afforded to rent buses cuz it was like 2 hour drive round trip . but all my friends were actually in the trenches so all of us were just kind of suffering and we just sat around in silence once w... » Continue Reading
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1/28/26 #suffering yay awesome Yay. iwas so so out of it at school today i genuienly just stared and did nothing for a solid 2 hours. we have baking class last period on a days and our cookies we made took for fucking ever to bake and i missed my bus But. the cookies were so good so Yknow it was ok . jruuueuhheheheuuuuu sory i feel like Shat right now LOL al my friends are miserable and suicidal ... » Continue Reading
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1/27/26 eugh eugh euh eugh sory missed yesteday i dont even remember whathappened . i fel Bad Lowkey euehhhehhhhh .ihave been so dissociated the past few days my visions been doing the blurry slow mo thing again that makes me so mad and i keep just zoning out and staring at walls mid conversation its actualy the worst. i diont wantt o go to school anymoreeee -_- my heart wont stop racing all th... » Continue Reading
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1/25/26 ouh so tired HI I WENT TO OOMFS BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY!!! we watched flushed away and ate cupcakes and i got to meet their BUNNY!!!! EEEEKKK SHE WAS SOOO CUUUTEE AND FLUFFYYYY ^.^ i luv bunnies it was the first time ive gotten to meet one irl!! she was an angora so sooo soft and fluffyyy SO KYUTE. ehee it was soso fun buttttt i was allergic to their cats and i was forced to take a benadryl c... » Continue Reading
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