11/20/25 didnt do much todayyy school was normal i guess............i used Crayons to color my doodles for the first time in FOREVER i can not remember the last time i used crayons but my school had a twistable one so i kind of stole it and Borrowed some other ones that i will actually be bringing back. that beautiful green twistable crayon is staying with me though its lovely. ive had a horrible ... » Continue Reading
11/19/25 yesterday was the same as the day before so i didnt write anything Hiiiaiiaiai went to school today it was okay except i fucked my ear up by blowing my nose too hard and i have been barely able to hear out the left side the entire day. i am SO behind in school. can not afford to miss any days ever bro . todayyyy i broke one of my own rules ive set for myself I banned myself from watching ... » Continue Reading
11/17/25 ARRGHH I AM SO ILL WHAT THE FUCK. i didnt make it to school todoau because i am Dying.i am in PAIN. MY SINUSESSSSS AEEERGHHHHHHHHH all i did today was wake up at 12 take nyquil go back to sleep wake up take nyquil And play roblox. i tried to play die of death but it was stressing me the fuck out so i went back to forsaken Idk if i like die of death maybe its jsut me being a noob at it th... » Continue Reading
11/16/25 I AM ILL GGGAHHDDDD ITS PAINFUL . MY SINUSES ARE FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OW11!!!!!!!!!1! i dont think im makin it to school tomorrow good lorde i am in pain. i did basically nothing but mope around in Illness all day unforch . -_- i diiid play mr dinosaurs house on roblox its really cute i love the account that made it......i like nathron from it hes really cute and valverie. i drew nathr... » Continue Reading
11/15/25 URGH SORRY FOR MISSING A DAY YET AGAIN this time it was cuz i was soo tired yesterday I WENT TO CHARLIES HOUSE for he birthday with virgil and arcus SO FUN SO FUN we played roblox and had the most delectable mac and cheese EVER it was so FUCKING GOOD NNYAAA and we watched the last guest and laughed at horrible forsaken art it was so fun Gang reunion.... i keep laughing at these fucking te... » Continue Reading
11/13/25 today was better!!!!!!!!! i gave charlie his birthday stuff and he enjoyed them he sent me a photo of walnut attacking the perler version of her it made me giggle. school was okay I guesssss -_- i fuuckiiung love robloxxxxxxxx i love robloxxxx i love robloxxxxxx uRUGHGH im NOMRAL. normal! okay. OK. i saw my best friend on my walk home I HAVENT SEEN HER IN LIKE MONTHS CUZ SHE WORKS SO MUCH... » Continue Reading
11/12/25 bleeehehhhhhh today okay.....school okay.........i got. my old test back from like 3 weeks ago and i got a 2/12 and an overall grade of 0/6. do yall think im gonna pass LMFAOOOO i fucking hate math im so done. im so done with everything there highkey ive given up on everything i just dont even do assignments anymore. tomorrow is charlie birthdayyy i made him perler of his cat and a baja b... » Continue Reading
11/11/25 im sorry i missed another day its become very hard to keep up with the daily posts recently because i do not have tghe energy to stay alive let alone blog as much as i used to. today is my lucky number, 1111 -w- unfortunately Today did not feel lucky. just an okay day again i guess but i just havent been doing good recently. i know im spiraling again but . What can you do. i had a math te... » Continue Reading
11/9/25 CHARLIE CALLED ME A FUCKING SLUR IM CRIYNG WHATS HIS PROBLEM. HE CALLED ME A REALLY MEAN WORD FOR SPECIAL ED not the r slur a different one We were playing and i was doing a generator and he goes "that ones fake you [Special Ed Mean Word] !!!!!!" and i didnt even realize he was talking to me i was like WHAT? THE FUCK? and he got so embarrased for saying it he left the call and the game a... » Continue Reading
11/8/25 blurghhh i felt shiiitty todayyyy my parents were yelling and my brothers were fighting all day it sucked :P i dont. like being at home very much. and i was hoping to have the escape of playing games with friends but we didnt actually play today . i feel so terrible when im not with my friends, theyre like my only break from my own thoughts and brain u_u i played some roblox anyway i bough... » Continue Reading
11/7/25 SOOO SORRY FOR MISSING 2 DAYS LITERALLY NOTHING HAPPENED AND I DIDNT FEEL LIKE POSTING BOTH DAYS IM SORRAYYYYY. today i did not go to school because I Did not Feel like it. i went to the doctor today and told him all my evil fucking symptoms and told him i think its pots and he made me do a test where i just laid down and got my vitals, sat up and got my vitals, and then stood and got my ... » Continue Reading