2/16/26 today was gooodddd i went out with my friends to drop off our old friends stuff cuz we kicked him out of our friend group and were returning anything he left. then we went to the malllll they got me an Autism is my Superpower pin LMFAOOOO and then we went and got a game from target and went back to their house to play it ^_^ IT WAS SO FUN i really love my friendssss. unfortunately i feel l... » Continue Reading
2/15/26 literally nothing has happened the past 2 days worth blogging about!!!! ive done nothing!!!!!! argghhh!!!!!!!! i really dotn know what to write here at all i have nothing new to say...sleeping for the majority of the day as always. spent most of today thinking about drakobloxxers and trying and failing to draw my own ocs. urghhh everything is so boooringggguhhh im off school tomorrow and S... » Continue Reading
2/13/26 I AM SO HAPPY!!!! my mom took me and bro to school but he left his phone in my moms car and didnt have it all school day i felt so bad LMFAOO at school we did JAAACK SHIIIIT we were supposed to do these valentines rotations or whatever but i just sat there and painted a paper bag to look like edgar it was very fun doing that instead. and then me and bro went to my haircut appointment LOLL... » Continue Reading
2/12/26 today was so weeeirddduughhghh Ehehuhhh bro was really upset all day and he got pulled into the office almsot the whole day he was literally in no classes i felt so bad . he had to come to my house tonight to sleep over because they were going to send him to a hospital for a few nights if he tried to go home instead. so he is in my basement right now LOL he has to come with me to my haircu... » Continue Reading
2/11/26 i might actually be the worst person ever. lol . ok hi i was supposed to blog yesterday cuz i cant stop missing days but i didnt cuz im a lazy fuck -.- i stayed home yesterday THe pain . is killing me . bru. i didnt do anything liek at all except some html that i stayedf up all night for . today i had a meeting with my counselor about a 504 plan and now i am getting a bunch of accom... » Continue Reading
2/9/26 sory missed a ppost again Im in so much pain holy fuck dude it hurts .hhuughhghhhh my body hurts so so much wWHHYYYY WWHYYYY WHYYYYY WHYYYUHHHHHH i cant do anything anymore without just being in so much pain the rest of the day T_T ok today some REALLY crazy things came out about 2 of my closest friends and its actually so infuriating i feel so fucking bad one of them is having their boyfr... » Continue Reading
2/7/26 i dont feel like posting but i have no excuse for missing 2 days so i need to do it anyways -_- urghhh i was supposed to get a call from the cardiologist like 3 days ago and they Still Havent. AND MY DOCTOR DIDNT CALL IN MY FACKIGN ZOFRAN BRO I NEED THAT ZOFRAN WHYYYYY WWHYYYYYY IWANT IT PLZ T_T i want to be able to eat whyyyyyy TTT_TTT bryuh bruh bruh BRUH. ive felt so sick these past few... » Continue Reading
2/5/26 i went to the doctor and he ..actually seemed concerned and he referred me to a cardiologist Again. because he did that last time and my dad never took me because he didnt believe him. also he doesnt believe me again and said theres nothing wrong but What fucking Evar. so im going to cardiologist eventually and then if nothing comes up from that im going to a pots specialist to see if that... » Continue Reading
2/4/26 i cant remember anything that happened at school today i think i lowkey have dementia but I dont have time for that right now. halo iuuhhmmm Oh i made little almond cakes with bro in cooking class but tehy kind of fell apart so its just crumbs but it tastes good so it ok. i watched electric dreams with twin on vr!!! ARRGHHH AAARRRGHHH AIIIGUHHHH I . FORGOT WHY I BANNED MYSELF FROM WATCHING ... » Continue Reading
2/3/26 i feel a little bit better today... i stayed home becausr The Pain is UNbearable and i slept most of the day . emmm i didntdo much at all today but yearn for my friends cuz i miss them a lot i cant go one day withuot seeing them ...i tweak........ i played a bit of vrchat with twin it was so funsies. anddd i watched some dick figures XD its really funny ive been watching it when i have noth... » Continue Reading
2/2/26 fuc k fuck fuck fuck blogging hurts tonight i dont want to remember . something realy horrible happened yesterday with my friend and i feel so fucking bad im so fucking scared for them im realy fucking scared and worried and i cant d o anytihng ot help imsofuckign woried about them it hurts a lot . this is teh most scared ive been ins o long i forgot the weight you feel in your heart when y... » Continue Reading