11/9/25 CHARLIE CALLED ME A FUCKING SLUR IM CRIYNG WHATS HIS PROBLEM. HE CALLED ME A REALLY MEAN WORD FOR SPECIAL ED not the r slur a different one We were playing and i was doing a generator and he goes "that ones fake you [Special Ed Mean Word] !!!!!!" and i didnt even realize he was talking to me i was like WHAT? THE FUCK? and he got so embarrased for saying it he left the call and the game a... » Continue Reading
11/8/25 blurghhh i felt shiiitty todayyyy my parents were yelling and my brothers were fighting all day it sucked :P i dont. like being at home very much. and i was hoping to have the escape of playing games with friends but we didnt actually play today . i feel so terrible when im not with my friends, theyre like my only break from my own thoughts and brain u_u i played some roblox anyway i bough... » Continue Reading
11/7/25 SOOO SORRY FOR MISSING 2 DAYS LITERALLY NOTHING HAPPENED AND I DIDNT FEEL LIKE POSTING BOTH DAYS IM SORRAYYYYY. today i did not go to school because I Did not Feel like it. i went to the doctor today and told him all my evil fucking symptoms and told him i think its pots and he made me do a test where i just laid down and got my vitals, sat up and got my vitals, and then stood and got my ... » Continue Reading
11/4/25 im so fucking hungry i would sacrifice my brother for nacho fries. urgh. Hii today my heart rate has been really high and its been making me feel shitty.. i wrote down all my symptoms of Little Bitch Disease and i had to sneak into the elevator a bunch cuz i was struggling. -_- nyehhh not much to say today.. played some with gang and my brother.....i yearn for nacho fries so FUCKING bad. » Continue Reading
11/3/25 UURGHH I FUCKING LOVE DRUNK BY THE LIVING TOMBSTONE NGGGHHH i havent listened to it in forever but i just remembered it and listened and gawd its just as good as i remembered. facckkk i love you tlt. i am mad at charlie again he made me very mad on our last round we played im going to crush him. i dont have much else to say thats interesting today unfortunately.. well. i ate 3 meals + a do... » Continue Reading
11/2/25 i have at 17 day roblox streak im so fucking embarrassed. nyaaa today was alrighttt played forsaken with my brother a couple times not much else to say......... Bleh.......i really did not do much else its embarrassinggg. all i did was sleep!!!and do laundry!!!!!!! i didnt even draw today!!!!!!!!UURGJGHHH IM HUNGRYYYYYYYY AUGHHH I WANT RAMEN SO BADDDDDDDDDDD FUCK. PLEASE IM YEARNING FO R R... » Continue Reading
11/1/25 todays date is my lucky number! 111 ^_^ most of today suucked lowkey becaus ei was soooo booooreddd ALLLL DAAAYYY SO BOREDDDD URGH i did pretty much nothing.......BUUUUT i play forsaken with charlie and arcus and charlie refused to join vc cuz he watned me to talk to arcus more 😭 we left and got back on later and i had. the worst fucking round. of my life. i am so serious when i say i thin... » Continue Reading
10/31/25 TODAY WAS FIIIIIIIIIREEEEEEEE i didnt go to school beacuse i did. Not feel like it. BUUUUT I GOT DRESSED UP AS LENNN AND ME AND CHARLIE AND ARCUS GO TO ARCUS HOUSE AND I SWEAT MY BALLS OFF IN MY LEN COS SO WE GO BACK TO MY HOUSE SO I CAN CHANGE AND WE BLAASTTTT FNAF MUSIC WHILE THE SUN WAS IN LIEK GOLDEN HOUR MAJESTICAL IT WAS BEAUTIFUL BRU adn i change and we go to charlie house and we w... » Continue Reading
10/29/25 I HAVE A CHEMISTRY TEST IN THE MORNING IM SO FUCKING COOKED FOR . AND THEN A MATH TEST IM EVEN MOOORE COOKED FOR the math thing i dont even understand how to do the first step of it its SO over for me IM FUUUUUCKED IM DROPPIN OUT . today was okay not much to say about school other than that i wrote a 3 page long fanfiction for my english class Um. Embarrassing. im becoming a fan of shedle... » Continue Reading
10/28/25 I NEED TO SNEEZE SO BAD AUURGHH .HELP. hmmm today was pretty good...we got scolded by my math teacher because we kept giggling the whole class and he was upset that we were laughing at him (we were not) and i wanted to die on the spot i felt horrible. charlie printed out like 40 tiny images of Im Crine and he keeps giving them to people I stuck one on the inside of his car 😭😭 we played m... » Continue Reading
10/27/25 nyaaa today was GOOD! charlie gave me a bad apple monster today it was ssssoooo facking goodddd UURGHHH IT WAS SO GOOD . SALIVATING. NYA. school was ok ive been locked out i am FAILING my math and chemistry tests..... but its ok cuz i dont want to kill myself by october yet which is better than the past 4 years so! any win is a win Even if i be failing. i cant keep saying that i played f... » Continue Reading