4/1/26

4/1/26

HAPPY 10 YEARS TO APRIL FOOLS best album .... i love you the scary jokes......i drew happy as japes ehehe. sorry for not posting for a couple days i just really didnt have anything worth saying. -_- and i still dont Tbh. i dunno wat to say....i stayed home yesterday cuz i didnt feel like going.......but thats the only notable thing to write about I think. Um. Confession. I think I miss my ex you guys. Um. i feel DIsgusting about that. im barely a friend to them anymore, they called me that recently but i dont feel like its too accurate since the most we've talked is brief interactions and me liking their stories LOL. but. I think i miss them. i think im just yearning for what we used to have in liek Childhood naivety i think . but i keep seeing old art of us and screenshots and inside jokes we used to have and its like Augh. wjats going on :[ i dont like feeling this way. i dont actually wantyou back! i just want to go back to the time that we were together! but i think thats manifesting itself in my brain as thinking i want you even though i know i dont! argh!!!! save me!!!!!!!!! this sucks!!!!!!!!!

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