dksjsjdjjsjsjdjf I realized that I’m more prone to venting on here from time to time just cause emotions be like that- So I just wanted to put a disclaimer to anyone who is visiting my account for the first time that I might tend to vent/over share ab certain shit that’s going down here and there I really should have stated this more sooner after like- the first two vents I posted onto my blog her... » Continue Reading
What did I just doooooo- anyways I kinda just made this on a whim but also cause I’m a curious fuck I most likely will forget ab this acc in like 4 days from now lawl. but eh, it kinda happens with any other social media I have either way oop I won’t be making an intro page here since, I already have my carrd website to do the job well so that’s what im gonna link everyone toooooo But anyways- ig ... » Continue Reading
Dunno how many people know what UTAU is to begin with but as a brief summary: it’s basically just the Vocaloid software; which if you don’t know what that is either is basically just a hella expensive synthesizing program where you basically make music using voicebanks that are either provided with the program or bought separately, and you make music out of them pretty much But UTAU on the other ... » Continue Reading
I made this painting a few days ago back when I didn’t realize his bday was around the corner- but I’m glad I at least did smth for the boio aughdksjsj Happy birthday Jakurai and thx for getting me halfway through the school year /hj » Continue Reading
I was originally gonna post this on my bulletins but realized I might type out a lot of stuff here, so I figured why not share it here? Also for the lols lol I’m kinda just laying in my bed rn with this blanket and omfg I love it sm - it’s like a comfort blanket to me at this point as silly as it sounds but aughhfhdjkdkf I was feeling kind of cold earlier beforehand so now that I’m in bed with the... » Continue Reading
As always, if I sound incoherent or if wording sucks, I apologize fldkndnf either way, just something I wanna talk ab which is I can’t help how hard it’s been lately to now talk to new “online friends” I make only to still feel awkward even after talking for a good amount of time I believe that normal people take to get used to around them fkdjjdnf idk if it has to do with how long it’s been sinc... » Continue Reading
I overheard my mother talking to the mom of those cousins, asking them about what they’ll be doing for Christmas Eve and my mother’s plans for that day alongside my birthday and I’m scared that she’ll invite them over. Particularly because of this one cousin I have in which we don’t get along at all due to shit he’s done to me in the past that I don’t wanna share in here since its extremely person... » Continue Reading
I honestly don’t know how people are even able to tolerate me being around them like I piss them off just by merely being there I feel like the way I act has been something in my mind lately and it’s like towards others, I come off as weird or idk even creepy I guess? I don’t even talk about things that make people uncomfortable but it’s like no matter what, I always seem to bring this really stra... » Continue Reading