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Organised abuse

Category: News and Politics

TW: Yeah, here we're also talking about torture, SA, human trafficking, etc. WHAT IS ORGANISED ABUSE? Organised abuse is a serious but poorly understood form of sexual violence. Organised abuse » Continue Reading

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Ritual/Ritualistic abuse

Category: News and Politics

TW: We'll be discussing themes related to torture, SA and CSA, human trafficking, trauma based mind control, pedophilia and organized abuse, cults and transgenerational abuse and it's consequences. » Continue Reading

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Is it racist or am I overreacting?

Category: News and Politics

For context I'm afrocolombian, so obviously I'm not white lol I posted something saying like "WTF with white people denying they're white???" referring to those people that are obviously white but try really hard to deny it and someone basically said I'm one of those people, I don't even know that person tbh and all the pictures I post I have filters on that make my skin seem lighter but you can s... » Continue Reading

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TW: TBMC and mention of kink (NSFW?)

Category: Blogging

Ok so last night I was talking with some friends who are also a system and we came to the conclusion that probably my hipno kink is related to the TBMC (trauma based mind control) and to be honest I still cannot think of it as someting that actually happened but rather something I just made up to... justify? my behaviour, but then I remember that I don't even do that and I run out of reasons to in... » Continue Reading

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If I had to write a message to my father

Category: Blogging

TW: Vent, mention of hell I hate you, I freaking hate you so much for what you did to us, you're always pretending to be the victim with everyone and have done that since you were a child, you claimed that you would be a better father than my grandfather but you did the opposite and managed to do even worse things to me, you'll never get forgiveness and will rot forever in hell because of your act... » Continue Reading

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TW: Religious trauma (NSFW?)

Category: Blogging

So I was talking with some friends about our kinks and that stuff and I just noticed I may have more religious trauma than I'm aware of LOL Apparently it's not that normal wanting to... do stuff with a priest HAHAHAHAH » Continue Reading

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Vent account?

Category: Blogging

CW: Mention of RAMCOA and programming Ok so we were thinking about using this account to vent sometimes, obviously we woud use trigger warnings and everything, but we haven't really decided if we even feel comfortable talking about the things that happened to us, and I mean I think it's an important step if we're trying to heal but it's still really hard to even recognize some of the things that h... » Continue Reading

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