TW: TBMC and mention of kink (NSFW?)

Ok so last night I was talking with some friends who are also a system and we came to the conclusion that probably my hipno kink is related to the TBMC (trauma based mind control) and to be honest I still cannot think of it as someting that actually happened but rather something I just made up to... justify? my behaviour, but then I remember that I don't even do that and I run out of reasons to invalidate myself lol

-Matthew